MEDiCiNE EP Lyrics

You were pathetic and obsessed. I was sexy and depressed. We fucked like rabbits on the moon. I was your bad habit, you were my muse. Can we find the good and save what's left? Was there any good or were we just undressed? Damn all those red flags, we're just doing our best. We learned to love from parents who were stressed. But hey, we were so happy at that one shindig. I guess that's just how one must behave on Christmas. La la la la love love, love goggles came for us, just two idiots in love who were only taught to lust. La la la la love love, love goggles became us when two idiots in love made us from lust. Situationships write the movies n novels, validate aphrodisia  googles. Romance is a synonym for remembering the best, sweep under the rug all of the rest. We pretend my eyes are your stage, I watch your love become performance based. I lament, I lose my high, we keep charading when we should say goodbye. La la la la love love, love goggles came for us, just two idiots in love who were only taught to lust. La la la la love love, love goggles became us when two idiots in love made us from lust. Serious side effects when conceived during break up sex. I should know and I’ve been told that it's so much more complex than that. They tried their best. They tried their best.  They tried their best. They tried and tried and tried and tried. La la la la love love, love goggles came for us, just two idiots in love who were only taught to lust. La la la la love love, love goggles became us when two idiots in love made us from lust. La la la la la la love.

^{2. Loved Lost And Loved Again}

You dropped your money in my wishing well, I knew you'd come cause I wished as well. Ain't this timing swell? Well hell yeah i been dragged through spells of love that ships but doesn’t sail in seas that only come up to my knees. I can get a little lost in my head thinking about the broken promises I’ve made. Then I always come back to the place. My hearts not threatened by regret, I mean every word I say. You wouldn’t be you, I wouldn’t be me, if we hadn’t loved lost then loved again. You wouldn’t be you, I wouldn’t be me, if we hadn’t loved lost then loved again. It wouldn’t feel this good, we wouldn't be this free. You wouldn’t be you, I wouldn’t be me, if we hadn’t loved lost then loved again. I deeply thank the players who you let into your world to play their games, but they didn’t win when they lost you. And to the strangers who I once loved, yeah, they told me their every thought, I thank them too, for all their hell and their heart. But I still get a little lost in my head thinking about the broken promises I’ve made. Then I just come back to the place. My hearts not threatened by regret, I mean every word I say. You wouldn’t be you, I wouldn’t be me, if we hadn’t loved lost then loved again. You wouldn’t be you, I wouldn’t be me, if we hadn’t loved lost then loved again. Wouldn’t feel this good, no, we wouldn't be this free. It's so wild that crying out loud can turn a wall flower into a moon child. It may take a while to feel the sun's smile, just hold inside your own, wait for the new fire. Wait for that new fire. Wait for that new fire. You wouldn’t be you wouldn’t be me if we hadn’t loved lost then loved again. It wouldn’t feel this good if we hadn’t lived so wild and free, no. You wouldn’t be you I wouldn’t be me if we hadn’t loved lost then loved again. It wouldn’t feel this good if we hadn’t lived so wild and free. So wild and free. So wild and free. So wild and free, yeah. Wild and free. So wild. Wild. And free.

I know where my mind went. When I yelled and cried from the pain that I was in. “Please never contact me again”. That's what you said and you meant it. We could spend all day spinning webs about what we think was wrong with each other, babe. But is that really how you wanna spend our last talk? Deep in my knowing I keep my sides of the street squeaky clean. Oh, why am I showing my darkest sides? I owe myself an apology. We all have our demons. I can't stand yours and you can't bear mine. That's a real good reason to say “goodbye, and thanks for the real good time”. We could spend all day yelling til our lungs bleed. Pointing fingers at each other “hey, you're the one who stole this time from me!” But deep in my knowing there's two sides of the street, so much in between. Oh, I’ll stunt my growing if I believe that a fight will make me complete. It’s kinda funny we didn’t learn this shit in school. Now we’re a bunch of grown ups in bad moods. It’s so cool we can choose tools to improve, heal ourselves, mend the wounds. Yeah, I’m shocked, but I’m not, cause it’s easily forgotten that befriending ourselves is all we really have to do.

I confess it’s a thrill falling in love so quickly. My beloved, you know the drill, c’mon and say it with me. “We’re in love”, or something like it. Some will judge but that won’t make me hide it. I can’t forget all the times this has blown up in my face. I’m the common denominator in all those relationships. We’re in love, or something like it. Some will judge but that won’t make me. Lately, I’ve been thinking of other ways to hold this down. And I blame me for rushing through the phase of getting to know myself. I wanna slow down. I wanna slow down. I wanna slow down. I wanna slow down. I confess I tried to kill all of the demons in me, make your love my fix me pill. Just shut up and say it with me. I know the real thing takes time and I confess, I’ve never felt the real thing. Can you show me what it is? I just want love, and all the things it breaks and shoves, don’t make me beg. Lately, I’ve been thinking of other ways to hold this down. And I blame me for rushing through the phase of getting to know myself. I wanna slow down. I wanna slow down. I wanna slow down. I wanna slow down.

All the days I spent alone were my favorite. I am awesome. I question the ones I attract. It was my bad for givin’ chances to sinners, I raised myself better than that. I was trying so hard to die alone with my sword in my heart. I raised myself better than that. Tried to camouflage my sabotage but I can't hide when you see me. I have ripped apart without leaving a scar, it doesn’t hurt when you see me. Your hands have stolen that phony golden weapon I used to fight back. So I’ll take a seat in your garden, maybe unharden so attached won’t feel like attack. I was trying so hard to die alone with my sword in my heart. I raised myself better than that. Tried to camouflage my sabotage but I can't hide when you see me. I have ripped apart without leaving a scar, it doesn’t hurt when you see me. Is it just me? Or can I see? You're the medicine that I need. It doesn't hurt when you see me. It doesn't hurt when you see me. It doesn't hurt when you see me. Why doesn't it hurt when you see me? Why doesn't it hurt when you see me? Why doesn't it hurt? Why doesn't it hurt? Why doesn't it hurt?

6. Song

All the days I spent alone were my favorite. I am awesome. I question the ones I attract. It was my bad for givin’ chances to sinners, I raised myself better than that. I was trying so hard to die alone with my sword in my heart. I raised myself better than that. Tried to camouflage my sabotage but I can't

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